Melanson

4X2

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The Missed Period

by Nicole Melanson

All the buildings are in bloom
now the sun stays open
longer than the workday.
At sidewalk cafés,
the London lovelies diet,
their cigarettes garnishing
lakes of romaine. Knives cross,
the latest fashion from Milan.

Talk is cheap—
I should do some shopping. Instead,
I’m calling tails and turning heads,
a brick wall blowing down the street.

Then: taxi / turtle…a stencilled sign.
The door crawls to the end of its leash,
my signature chained to the clipboard.

Twelve mistakes in the waiting room
magazines: If you cant take a holiday,
take a kip. Paris cost extra at weekends.
It’s winter in Austalia…

What a vacant virtue, patience.
Better spent
on thicker skin,
bones rearranged
for makeshift shelving.

But the architecture comes undone.

My blood-hoarding body sees red.

A voice warns: Mind
the gap.

Poet's Statement: "The Missed Period" explores the friction between the extreme self-consciousness of a personal health crisis and a hyperawareness of everyone else's seemingly normal activities during that time. The language is deliberately disjointed and image-intense to create a sense of overwhelm.

Bio: A recipient of Australia Council grants in both poetry and fiction, Nicole Melanson also writes about feminism, disability, and parenting, and edits WordMothers, supporting women's work in the literary arts. Find her at www.nicolemelanson.com / www.wordmothers.com / T: @WordMothers